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[15 Jan 2006|03:33pm] |
& for some reason after almost three years
i can't seem to let you go
so here we are at round 23089238283
trying this all over again
but i love starting fresh with you
This always happends
Um i am freakin exhausted,I quit babysittin for cheyenne so im getting another job and i still have to pay for spring break.Um I cant wait till spring break.
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[31 Dec 2005|01:02am] |
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wow i could say so much
jessica karowski is a nasty whore and ur lovely bf cheated on u a numerous about of times ;)
Oh shit but " we dont care about whores" jessica girl why dont u care about urself?
umm SOOO many ppl annoy me im not gonna lie
I hate pretending i like ppl
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[18 Sep 2005|02:51pm] |
http://www.satisfactionlimousines.com/vehicles.html
Thats waht the party bus would look like for 30ppl
( The HUGE black and white one )
Tell me what u wanna do
OK change of plans.....
There are only 24 ppl going so now were getting a limo
If ur name is on the list and ur not comin tell me...
If ur name isnt on the list and u are tell me also
Tuzz
Me
Megan
Kristen
Stacy
Tracy
Alex
Renee
Lauren
Olga
Kelly
Andrea
Jessica E
Amanda
Tony
Marc
David
Josh
Chris
Ivan
Renaldo
Anthony
Scott
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[04 Sep 2005|01:39pm] |
sterlingpimp22: i know if u talk to me or i talk to u i'ma just try to get bavck with u like i always do
sterlingpimp22: and u don't want that
Me n Nick are done for good... hes a doosh bag
Girls are fuckin annoying and yes that was niooles shirt OMG LMFAOOO HAHA IM GAY PEASE laugh JOKES!
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[28 Apr 2005|10:42pm] |
School was gay today
Work was gay today i trained this black guys hes new <33 he messes up ALOT.... my manager can go die
P.s i kno u are reading my Lj u lil physco and if ur so worried about ur bf then watch him better =)
Girls are so gay espically physco gfs
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[06 Apr 2005|04:36pm] |
The rest are FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES!!!!
So if ur not a friend u cant read it ;)
Comment to b added <3
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[23 Mar 2005|05:00pm] |
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Ok so Tuesday I didn't go to school because i had a fever again it seems like im always sick like ill get over it and then just get it again! It makes me mad..Ne ways went to school today because I have to many absences
1hr/ Uhh talkked to rande and ben
2hr/ Toook a test
3hr/ Took a test
4hr/ Ok so i have to get a b on this project we did that was due today and we could present it for extra credit and i need all the extra credit i can get so I finally get up there to present and jus to let everyone kno i stutter when i read which makes doin shit in front of the class more emmbarasing than ever but i need to pass so i still did it... But of course faggots in my class try to be funny and start laughing at me? which made me feel absolutely retarted =/ so i jus walked back to my seat w.o presenting it...Then of course everyones like "oh jamie were kiddin jus go back up there" hey LICK SOME NUTS....
5hr/ Teachers aide colored some pics 8)
6hr/ Took a test
Ok after school watched Dr.Phil and Then Oprah <3 and now im geting readi to go to dance at 5:30 hopefully this week is better then last week lol and uhh i dont even no if mands comin to dance because shes stranded at total soccer because tuzz locked her keys in her car? who knows... im also dying of Crampss wowwww period suckk
Ok after dance i sat home and then Mike asked me to go tanning w. him so i did <33 too bad hes already dark ;) ne ways after that we went to visit tuzz at work and while were there my phone rings and i look an see who it is and its Nicks mom? ya and i pick up and shes like " hi jamie nick wanted me to call u and see how u are doing " ok #1 i felt awkward that she was callin because what do u talk about w. ur ex's mom? we started talkin bout him cuz i didnt kno what else to say and she was tellin me how lonely he is and stuff =( and like how he misses me and all that and ya we talked for a while <3 she says that he is allowed to come out of boot camp for one weekend in May... and he might get out for good at the end of June or July =( so ya GrEaT....
Ok while i was talkin to mike he made me think... He goes what was so great about nick ne ways? and hes kinda right nick was mean to me and we were always fighting i mean ya i miss him but i think i bascially jus miss having someone who cares about me ( guy wise) =/
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[21 Mar 2005|03:05pm] |
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School didnt start off to great.. 1hr i got another fuckin referal which means 1 more and im dropped? thats bullshit mr.long does this shit on purpose.
2hr/ uh gay
3hr/ did current events all hour
4hr/ So mrs.Riley decides she wants to send a couple students to miss serzens room to get readi for the meaps? of course u no she sent me asndajksnf and Theo, Marina, Issac, and Rani ya cool? no it was gay as fuck i wanted to shoot myself and i have to go back there tomrow too!! WoW DiE
5hr/ Teachers aide
6hr/ pretty boring
I feel like shit again i cant stop coughin and i have a earache and my mom wouldnt let me stay home so i have to go around school feeling like this... GrEaT.. Duno what im gonna do today yet prob jus sleep..Unless i find something better to do
As Ive said BeFore this is my journal I can write what Ever I please in it =)
Ohhh yahh so scared leave ur faggot ass name next time ;)... and Teresa stay the fuck outta my business there plenty of shit i could say about ur nasty fat ass <333 Much love sophmores ( well the faggot sophmores)
Do u guys like sit there and wait for me to update or something?
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[20 Mar 2005|05:45pm] |
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This weekend was pretty gay i got no sleep and ate way to much but its all good we went to aerobics on Saturday and Yoga so cool i guess? i duno if im goin to school tomrow im sick again afjasdfkljs
this is a pretty pointless update lol
6 DaYs TiLl CaLiFoRnIA =)
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[18 Mar 2005|04:25pm] |
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Ok well im gonna update since im going away this weekend =/ but atleast manda is comin with me =) should b some major bonding time w. my mom.. But ne ways school was pretty gay i mean maybe im jus dumb but i was defintly taught to respect people who are older then me ... not to fuck there boyfriends( dont worry charlotte ill help u kill them =)... sophmores are all fuckin gay and love drama its annoying please be loud so everyone can know ur business...cuz we ALMOST care.. ne ways done w. them now onto someone else ok please im me on erics sn and pretend u are him and call me a whore/tan to much/ keep my legs clothes/ and am fat too bad ur basically explaining urself minus the tanning haha u should hit that up sweetie ;) ne ways please come up to me i kno im a crazy scary person ( Not) but grow some balls atleast.. u and ur gay ass bf needa shoot urselfs =) p.s brown hair does not work on u ;).... Ne ways so yah thank god its almost spring break i hate sterling i got another fuckin referall so sweet i guesS? i freakin hate study halls there so boring...
I have this " friend" and sometimes i jus want to smack her all she does is bitch like wow die ur not perfect not even close and please wipe ur drink off after i drink out of it cuz u no i have so many STDS ;) but ne wayss
This weekend should be intresting
Ive been talkin to ppl about Nick alot lately and i duno i mean i miss him so much and still like him but there wasnt anything that great about him? so i dont kno why im still upsessing about this he was no where near perfect? =/ i dunoo
Oh who could forget another comment made to me today in class " jamie if u get a better grade for me in this class i will cry" ok and please tell me what makes u smarter then me? Oh becuz u TRY harder then me right? ok please jus because i dont write 8394 pages of notes doesnt mean that ur smarter i mean im sure u didnt mean it this way but u always make comments like this to me and yah ur not better then anyone else soo yah
<3
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1/2 days are pointless
Yah all three of my classes were gay....
After school me n tuzz went to Tb in Rochester and talked an then we went to mikes w. everyone wow some ppl are so damn annoying kzsbhdjka but ne ways lauren picked me up from there then we went to lakeside and i got two shirts for spring break =) Lmfaoo hmm so me n lauren were talkin and she goes " how long have ur brother and sister going out" LMFAOO shes so dumb she ment to say " my sister n her bf" wow hmm does ur brain work much dollface <3
Then Lauren dropped me off at home and Manda came over and we sat and stared at eachotehr for a while and then we went to 7-11 and then came back to my house and sat and stared at eachother somemore and then went to dance ... Lmfaoo dance was a lil crazy today i wasnt doin so well manda thought it was so damn funny.. haha our dance teacher wants to murder us... I was doin my solo and i fell lmfaoo =/
And while manda did hers she fell alsooo haha
After dance amanda dropped me off at home and i ate a salad and did some laundry and waited for my sister to come home then me and her went to the gym and yah i needa keep working out i was like dieing but yah thats my day
Ok im seriously upsessed w. the song grind on me it is the only song i listen to on my computer!
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[15 Mar 2005|09:03pm] |
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1hr/ Uhh cool mr.long can suck a fat one
2hr/ was supposed to b doin my project talked to kyle all hour
3hr/ was havin a good sleep until my teacher was walkin over an scott woke up but im excited because i actually understand what were doing =)
4hr/ Hmmm we have a fuckin project fklsdafklsd wow theo's EMI ... silk wasnt there so i was bout to shoot myself ...p.s u n bryan are gayyyyy nice voicemails ;)
5hr/ I hate being a teachers aide
6hr/ Umm another nice sleep <3
After school i uhh watched dr.phil and then put on my nasty ass bk shirt and went to work and wow i wanted to shoot myself the whole time...but the good thing is i got a smaller uniform so im happy now =) haha she brought up the damn braids again and i said im not puttin one on till she does haha she loved that ;) ohh who can forget this is the only fuckin day i work this week? thats sweet NOTT
I have no life
My friends all have sports
I need a new friend and someone to work out w.
Diet starts tomrow
WOWWW
make up ur damn mind
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Ok another gay day at school
Please keep walking past me like u dont know who i am and that i dont exsist ....
Im supposed to b goin up north w. manda this weekend but now she has this gay ass soccer thing so if she doesnt go im not going to but she better cuz my mom will bitch =)
I wanted to go w. Silk but i guess not?
Hmm lets see the highlight of my day was goin to my lil sisters v-ball game w. my parents? and gettin in a fight w. my mom and goin physco because I CANTT park at all it seriously makes me so mad!!!
Ummm I needa start my spring break diett to impress all the hotties in cali while im w. my faggot FAMILY!!
im in a bad mood as always nothing new
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Today I woke up @ like 10:30 manda slept over last night and when i woke up a spilled a huge cup of red mountian dew all over my floor ( which has clothes all over it) so yah now theres this huge red stain on my white carpet =)... I went to work at 11 and i was in a bad mood as always =/ I worked w. Mike schmitt he made me mad wehn he wouldnt let me have his bracelet... he was jus being his annoyin self tellin me how he wants to have my babies lmfaoo wow NEVER... ne wayss yah i told him my mom is chaldean? lmfao and he didnt really believe me jus cuz i dont have a mustache? hes gayy and he left early so manda came in and attempted to cook w. me haha she wanst that greatt sorry girll lmaooo...Ne ways we had a manager from another store come in and shes tryin not to gain weight cuz shes goin to Vegas yet she was eating everything in site? lmfaoo yah ne ways i got off work @ like 6 and went home and changed then went to get bathing suits for spring break w. my mom wow that was jus fabulouss.. to bad she took me to the same place she took my lil sisters to get them and everyone i wanted they already got? so that was jus greatt...Ne ways i got one and its lime green and stuff its cute... then we went to another store and i got this other one which is turqoise and white stripes so yah cool i guess... then we went to taregt and my mom spend like $548954 on random stuff so cool def bonding time w. us we talked bout nick it made me sad... my mom still insits im not goin to graduate she got upset and started cryin at target... but im gonna graduate =)..
Mr. Gambino called my house? yah i duno what i did =/
Things arent very good right now..
Im goin up north w. manda next weekend that should be intresting
My feet hurt so bad
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Last night was ... Intresting ;)
Tonight was gay as fuckk everyone was drunk and i didnt drink because all drinking does is mess shit up for u so yah sweet i guess?
I talked to marrotte yesterday and he was tellin me how nick wrote fat jon letters from boot camp and I was all he talked bout... and he wondered why i havent been writing him when I did i jus dont think they gave it to him... and Marrotte was sayin how he feels bad for nick because of all the stuff ive done while hes been gone and he should have had nicks back?
Jus because Nick fucks up his life does not mean that I have to stop mine....Although I honestly do want him to come back I miss him so much w. him im so different I can actually be myself...and yah im not sayin shit w. us was perfect but i was alot happier when he was around...
I mean yah ive gotten over the fact that hes gone... and i was fine happy n everything but ever since Thursday ive been in such a bad mood ive been mean to alot of ppl...and have not been happy and havent wanted to do ne thing....
Theres honestly not anything/or anyone who makes me happy ne more...
I thought maybe talk to other guys would take my mind off him... but no that jus made shit worse and more drama....
Yah i used to love work i fuckin hate it uhh we have to wear our hair in a braid ponytail?? HAHA fuckk BK i dont need all that bullshit...
God i dont even no why im in such a bad mood.... sittin here bitching isnt goin to bring Nicholas back anytime soon ....
I wish I was diff all this bullshit is so old..
My friends = no time for me
My parents= can go die
Guys = =/ uhh no all guys cant make up their minds
My grades= hmm maybe im passin 1 clasS?
my life= sucks
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Everyone is SoOoO FUCKIN ANNOYING
*My night will probaly be gay jus because i have bad luck like that
*Please tell me ur comin this whole week and then call me and be undecided sometimes i dont even no why i bother with u djfioasdjgiojdfo
*My friends can die
*My mom can die
*My stomach can die
*I NEED MY FUCKIN LISCENCE
*I NEED nicholas to come home <3 or atleast write me back
*I hate my life*
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